Hello hello, haven’t been here for a while..
Whats happening?..well dialysis is still a struggle (nothing new there!) no two days are ever the same. If an ‘ok day’ could be had two days on the trot, I’d be laughing! Plummeting Bp and flaking out..yay go me! 🙁 Anyone else encounter that!? Wobbly legs after dialysis..having to be pushed in a wheelchair to the scales and out to the car – embarrassing but a necessity -not every session, but still. Yesterday, however..was an ok day..I’m shocked, but still slept all afternoon. Can’t shake being absolutely shattered after my date with Dai..I can sleep for Wales! Today I feel fine, could run a marathon..yeah right LOL
Two more tests coming up..echo cardio, done a while back but a routine repeat I think/hope. Is it normal to have repeats of this one? Also the cardio stress test! Aaaargh me on a treadmill..Gawd help! Can hardly walk a straight line for very far! Worried about this. Yes, I’m a scaredy pants over everything! What’s it like..or shouldn’t I ask?
Still have a small amount of weight to lose, then if everything is ok with the above tests, it’s our referral to the surgeons! No dates as yet obviously, but it is getting ever closer! Mixed feelings about it..on one hand I can’t carry on on dialysis but the other can’t stop worrying about all I’ll be putting Lee through Too. Bit messed up really..
Any positive words would work wonders right now. Struggling just a little bit xx